as you get older you will have less and less people.

I totally get that you prefer this lifestyle to the big pharma lifestyle but I would like to see you have some money in the bank and a safety net for those times when things don't go as well.

All I am saying is that you need to dip into conventional mode just enough that you can be self-supporting because as you get older you will have less and less people who are willing to lend a hand when you are hard up.

Your grey hair is great. Get rid of your ancient history.

Sorry to hear you aren't getting much play these days. I tend to think most single folks over 45-50 aren't. It's not as easy to pick up people in bars as it used to be... 

Love that shot in front of Tile Bar but if I may offer a bit of unsolicited advice? 

Don't put up five pix from years ago. Especially before any current ones. It's very misleading. And makes the current shots unnecessarily disappointing. Your grey hair is great. Get rid of your ancient history. 

Best of luck to you in your search. You're definitely not alone!