gosh
u have 2 suspend urself
for a while
to remove
the relentless pressure
the relentless presence
of those cultivated concerns
paying the rent
paying the health insurance
paying the taxes
doing the right thing
doing things the way
one always has
thinking about things the way
one always has
hearty weeds
you try to pull them up
but they keep coming back
like the old days
in the garden
you pull the top off
but leave the root
to stop your previous motion
to stop kicking
to stop the current
to suspend yourself
is to put yourself
near death
like a shark
who must keep in motion
my hunch is
that in this state
you may
come up with
or see
or feel
that new thing
a life worth living :)
